I want to see you all again.
I want to be tardy to first period one more time.
I want to walk at graduation, get my diploma, attempt a backflip, land on my face, and have the video go viral.
I want to take her to prom, and I want my breath to leave my lungs when I see her, and I want to not be able to find the right words to use, but maybe that’s because the right words don’t exist.
They don’t exist.
I want to apologize.
Because I took it for granted.
I slept in, skipped the assemblies, skipped the games, skipped the events,
laughed when I shouldn’t have laughed, talked when I should’ve stayed quiet.
And left, when I should’ve just stayed.
I should’ve just stayed.

this makes me sad but not too sad… just the right amount
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this is killer
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i read this at the online journal jam and the 6 people who were there snapped for it and we were all sad
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I wanted to join the journal jam but I slept in way too late. I woke up and saw the time and was so sad Bc I missed it 😦 we have to do another one Bc I really loved the first journal jam
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:(* idk why that autocorrects to a weird emoji hahahahaha
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i love this
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Dude this broke my heart
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I’m not crying… except I kinda am…
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